Health
For years I lived with ill health, forever at the doctor, days and weeks in hospital, pills being popped and needles taking my blood far too often. Biopsies and cell counts a normal part of my life.
My body is scarred from operations and I have a drawer full of scans.
For the past 3 or 4 months I have been having headaches, these developed into day long ones and soon week long ones. The last one has been going for about 3 weeks. It peaks then it dies down again to a ‘gentle’ lull, like that of a hangover. This morning I woke up with a terrible headache and decided enough. I went to the doctors ( I hate my doctor, he is a shit) and have been given migraine tablets. I have to try them for a month to see if that is what it is before they go any further. Hopefully they will work.
I hate being ill, I see it as a weakness, as my body being a failure and there is little I can do. Going to bed for the day is torture and not the easiet of things to do with three children in the house!
